I can't wait!

So I really have not liked living in the apartments we're in. First off, they are really expensive. Second, the management here is less than to be desired.
So I guess it's a good thing that our lease is up at the end of February. I just can't wait to be able to move out of here and not have to worry about everything I've had to worry about here.
I guess this is just one of those things you have to deal with when you grow up and get married, but I'll be glad to leave this situation.


AND this also means we have less than 2 months before we get sealed in the Temple. I so cannot wait for it. :)

It's hard

So, Bryan and I were trying to get pregnant, and then I had a dr's appointment, and had the cancer scare but was told it was something else. And also, if I were to get pregnant right now I have a high probability of getting diabetes while I'm pregnant. So the dr told me it would be best for me to get a little healthier and lose some weight, and  then I could get pregnant.
Well in the midst of all of this, one of my best friends gets pregnant (woo hoo)!! But then she, with good reason, starts complaining about being pregnant and how hard it is, and all of that. It just got me thinking that I would gladly take EVERYTHING that is going on with her, just so I could have a child. It's hard for me to sit here and wish I was pregnant and see people complaining about it. It's also hard for me to see SO many of my friends either get pregnant, or just have had their babies.
But I do want you to know I'm so happy for you who have gotten pregnant, or have had your babies. I just wish I could be right there with you.

Ya know...

I seriously wonder if people know we're NOT in high school anymore! I REALLY don't want to have to read about all of the stupid drama that went on back then, and what's going on now. And quite frankly, I'm not opposed to just blocking the two of you from my life. I don't need the drama, and I don't want it. So please, grow up and stop. I don't care who did what to whom, and who started it first. Just STOP.


Thank you. :)

Why does it go by so fast, and yet so slowly?

So, I've been thinking a lot about how time flies, and then it seems like it drags..
I mean, it feels as is if it was yesterday that I got married. And here I am, almost 10 months later..
And yet, weeks, days and even months seem like they are the longest ever.
How is it that this happens?? This past week seemed to drag on forever! And I only had 4 days of work, yet it seemed like 8.
And then tonight, my husband left for work. He left 5 hours ago, and it feels like it was only a couple of minutes ago..


I don't know, I guess the point of this, is that time is such a fickle thing. One minute you're in high school, and the next it's 5 years later and you're married.. Live life to the fullest! I know I wouldn't change one minute of mine! I love my life. I love where I've been, and I love where I'm going. And maybe if time could just slow down a little, it would be even better!

Happy New Year!!

I know I haven't blogged in a while, and I'm sorry for that... But that is one of my new year's resolutions. :)


So 2011 was one of best, and worst years.. To start off:
I got married!!
I lost my job
I found a MUCH better one
I was told I might have cancer..
And then found out I didn't..


So 2012, I'm talking to you.. I DO not want a bad year, ok? It had better be good! :)


And you know what?? I think it will be a good year.. First off, in just a few months I will get sealed for time and all eternity to my the love of my life!! (If you want to know more about that click here). And I'll be going to Missouri for a week for my sister's graduation! Other than that.. I have no idea what's going to happen this year, and that's part of the fun. :)


So my new year's resolutions:
Blog more
Lose weight
Be a better homemaker
Be more spontaneous
Love more
Be happy


Well I hope you all have a wonderful year!! I can't wait to see what happens for all of us. :)