You know, sometimes I love the directions my life takes, and other times it's just confusing..
So, I know I'm probably the worst blogger known to man. But sometimes, I wonder if people really want to know about my life.. Well, if they don't they don't have to read my blog, right? Anyway, back to the topic at hand.. So a couple months ago I wrote a blog saying that I had to put my mission on hold, and that as soon as I made some improvements, then I would be going on a mission. Well, I'm still working on going on a mission (sorta).. All summer, I've really been thinking about the mission thing (trust me, I've had PLENTY of time to think about it).. and why Heavenly Father would have me put it on hold. Right now, I can't say that I know, but I do know that my desire to go on a mission has faded, a little. Four months ago, it was all about graduating and going on a mission. Those were the goals I was working towards. I've accomplished the first one, but I don't feel like the second one is going to happen, and for me it's totally confusing. It's hard to be so focused on going down one path, and have it change so suddenly. But I know that everything in my life happens for a reason, and I have hope that it'll all work out in the end.
So this is where I'm headed, and if plans change, well, I know that I can handle it. :) I'm going to take a year off of school. I just think that it's time for me to take a break from the education system. And I realized the other day that this will be the first fall season that I haven't had to worry about going back to school, and all of things that go along with that, since I was in Kindergarten. Which is pretty funny actually. Anyway, so when my sisters get back into school, I plan on looking for a full time job, and just building my financial portfolio. Come next May, I will most likely be moving back to Utah to attend BYU the following fall semester. And before anyone totally jumps down my back about that decision, the ONLY reason I'm going to the Y is because they have a FANTASTIC psych department, and they're well known (ok, so that's two reasons:). Hopefully, it'll be easier for me to find a job in the future. But, I'm still a U of U fan.
So ya, that's my plan as of right now. Of course, I've learned that things can change within a matter of a few months, so we'll see where I actually end up. And, I'll try to do a better job at keeping everyone up-to-date with stuff, but I'm not making any promises. :)
